Thursday, September 30, 2004

G's Resposnse to Liz's Letter

chateaustud: hello sweety
Marco: hi there
Marco: http://myclub64.blogspot.com/2004/09/liz-9-25-04.html
Marco: my nice wrote me that
chateaustud: ok, let me have a look
chateaustud: its gonna change my ideas cuz i feel really bad tonite
chateaustud: well i feel much better even if sad for her
chateaustud: cuz i understand how she feels
chateaustud: the seeking of love and comprehension is so hard to be achieved and will probably never be
chateaustud: but sometimes i think the man's beauty lies in that
chateaustud: i mean that every man or woman to be correct lies in trying to reach ideals which is almost or rather impossible in reality
chateaustud: the only thing i know is the best u try and the closer u get
chateaustud: just tell her she is not alone, she just got in the adult world
chateaustud: she is loosing her innocence and naivete that adults preserve children from
chateaustud: the happiness is only something psychological even if related to events in life
chateaustud: each time i get hurt i feel bad, well thats normal
chateaustud: but
chateaustud: the only way to go on is to move ur mind by actions towards a correction of events which dont please us
chateaustud: its true for anything in life
chateaustud: the death of someone for example cannot be replaced, but meeting new people or even giving more affection and love to people close to you can help to feel better
chateaustud: tonite i am mad at my dad cuz he unplugged my computer directly to use the phone without asking me, whereas ive been struggling hard since i got back here to get it and its so expensive but he doesnt understand that
chateaustud: he lied to me
chateaustud: saying he didnt
chateaustud: i dint even argue with him
chateaustud: cuz he is my dad, so ive been complaining to my mom so that my anger doesnt hurt him to much cuz deeply in me i know that even if i dont like his attitudes and lack of consideration towards me
chateaustud: i know we have an eternal link of blood and a dad and son relationship
chateaustud: there is worst than this in life
Marco: hold on let me catch up
chateaustud: so i will only be careful not letting him do it again and take on myself cuz i still love him
hateaustud: alright
chateaustud: go ahead
Marco: ok now i can people are all over my office here chateaustud: u mean u cant then
chateaustud: thats ok
chateaustud: i understand
chateaustud: catch me lata
Marco: oh ok
Marco: i will print this for liz
Marco: thx alot
Marco: she will appreciate that i am sure
Marco: thx
Marco: and i am sorry about your brother
chateaustud: ur welcome my angel
chateaustud: no my dad
chateaustud: lol
chateaustud: dont worry
chateaustud: im ok
Marco: i am gad G
chateaustud: ii have other worries so i cannot stop on stuff like this, so thats y i feel ok about that, and Lorenzo is here so i need to enjoy his company and vice versa, and I MISS U
Marco: indeed u need to do that
Marco: show him a good time
chateaustud: well actually now he is sleeping,lol, but ive been driving him around all day, gave him a tour of my area and he appreciated a lot, im glad i was able to do that for him though i having difficulties in my university life, and he had let me stay at his place in San Diego which i will never forget, i always give back the best i can what ive been given... tell ur niece that one day when i go back to New Mexico which i will, ill go to ur place and we gonna meet again ( hope it helps her to feel better at least for a while and then she'll move on some other thoughts...)
Marco: yeah i hope so too thx alot
chateaustud: UW

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