12-13-04 NGO

I REALLY LIKE AND APPRECIATE ALL HE STATEMENTS BY WRITERS YOU SENT ME, THOSE ARE REALLY GREAT ABOUT MEANING IN LIFE EXPERIENCE AND ABOUT LEADING TO THE BASE OF HAPPY FUTURE AND THE STATEMENTS ARE CONSOLATION WHEN WE ARE SAD, AND THESE STATEMENTS ARE ENCORAGING US TO PASS OVER THE CURRENT OBSTACLES, THE CURRENT MISERY AND THE CURRENT SUFFERINGS TO ACHEIVE THE NEAR BRIGHT FUTURE. THANK YOU FOR SENDING ME THESE WORDS. I WISH YOU STRONG AND HAPPY ALL THE TIME

Bob 12-6-04

Are you physic or what..? the motivator for 2day hits home in many ways esp. 2day...I think It's sent at a time when most needed too....THANKS SOOOO MUCH GUY ....You'll never really know how much I appreciate them ...BOB..

Amador

Amador: Apoco te gusta el arroz con popote?
Amador: Cochinito chulo!!!!!
Amador: Por lo visto ya te lambio el diablo y te gusto!
alien_city_guy: ummmmhuuuu alien_city_guy: and he did such a great job
Amador: Como puedes dormir bien en las noches con tu conciencia?
alien_city_guy: mi conciencia esta bien, mis acciones quien sabe
Amador: You come across as one of those preachers who tells people to do as I say and not do as I do!!!HAHAHA!!!
alien_city_guy: not to the full extent of the word
alien_city_guy: i do walk the talk for the most part
Amador: What about walk the walk and talk the talk and talk the walk?
alien_city_guy: mmm i am confused
alien_city_guy: but more than likely yeah
alien_city_guy: i try to be genuine
Amador: I am surprised! I thought I was the only genuine one out there!! but I'm glad i've got company!
Amador: i've almost always liked being different from many others or the majority!!alien_city_guy: same here... being different is very attractive to me
alien_city_guy: i am not your typical gay guy
Amador: Why not?
Marco : why not what?
Amador: Why aren't you typical?
Marco : i don't really care to dress to impress
Marco : i like to wear what i feel like wearing, what i like.. not what other are wearing
Marco : i hate to shave
Marco : so sometimes i look rough
Marco : i don't spend 3 hrs on my hair
Marco : i am extremely clean though...
Marco : i don't have friend only because they are cute or because they have money
Marco : i don't smooch off people
Marco : ver rarely do i even accept a drink
Marco : etc etc
Amador: Are you talking about you or me?
Marco : oh.. another one.. i don't make people belive i have money when i don;t...i noticed people go to clubs looking their best with more or less brand type clothes.. making them look like they have money.. but they don't... it's kewl to look your best .. that is not the problem, but it's when they think they they have to dress like that to get recognized as if they did
Marco : in other words trying to be or trying to pretend to have something when they don't
Marco : i do have a few thigns i am very proud of (material) that people would think that i am well off ... but the way i dress doesn't match.. i am kinda the other way
Marco : if u looked at me on the street u wouldn't imagine i would even have a roof to live Marco : i like those types of contradictions best about others as well
Marco : meek is something almost unheard of these days
Marco : another piece of info.. i also don't like people that do have the means and are well off and forget where they came from
Marco : i hope that doesn't ever happent o me
Marco :
Marco : wow i don't think i had touched this subject wtih this much detailAmador: STAY GOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Marco : i don't like gold... i like silver things or platinum
Marco : ok, i could settle for white gold
Amador: DO YOU KNOW WHERE THAT PHRASE COMES FROM?
Marco : which one?
Amador: STAY GOLD!
Marco : nah from where?
Amador: THE OUTSIDERS
Amador: Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. ROBERT FROST
Marco : oh kewl
Marco : i've heard of that tittle before the outsiders ..don't recell well now
Marco : Marco : was it a movie?
Amador: Anyways , thank you so much for sharing all that useful info about yourself. those are the kinds of things that i really treasure in life.
Amador: Anyways, the title of the book that attracted my attention is ALIEN CITY GUY the author the one and only MARCO the cover is very appealing and the preface and prologue are amazing and astounding. i'm sure the reading is magnificent. i''ll reiterate you are a man after my own heart. you remind me alot of myself in several ways.

Jr 10-3-04

Marco- Thanks for the thougth! We DO have battles within ourselves- I agree the one the fuel the most ends up winning the battle.....we only have one dance card through life and I CHOOSE to DANCE!!! Have a great weekend my friend! By the way I'll be in Albuquerque Wendesday and Thrusday of next week-

Ken 10-3-04

you're always mobile on the weekend. Good for YOU! Hope you would be mobile my way one day

G's Resposnse to Liz's Letter

chateaustud: hello sweety
Marco: hi there
Marco: http://myclub64.blogspot.com/2004/09/liz-9-25-04.html
Marco: my nice wrote me that
chateaustud: ok, let me have a look
chateaustud: its gonna change my ideas cuz i feel really bad tonite
chateaustud: well i feel much better even if sad for her
chateaustud: cuz i understand how she feels
chateaustud: the seeking of love and comprehension is so hard to be achieved and will probably never be
chateaustud: but sometimes i think the man's beauty lies in that
chateaustud: i mean that every man or woman to be correct lies in trying to reach ideals which is almost or rather impossible in reality
chateaustud: the only thing i know is the best u try and the closer u get
chateaustud: just tell her she is not alone, she just got in the adult world
chateaustud: she is loosing her innocence and naivete that adults preserve children from
chateaustud: the happiness is only something psychological even if related to events in life
chateaustud: each time i get hurt i feel bad, well thats normal
chateaustud: but
chateaustud: the only way to go on is to move ur mind by actions towards a correction of events which dont please us
chateaustud: its true for anything in life
chateaustud: the death of someone for example cannot be replaced, but meeting new people or even giving more affection and love to people close to you can help to feel better
chateaustud: tonite i am mad at my dad cuz he unplugged my computer directly to use the phone without asking me, whereas ive been struggling hard since i got back here to get it and its so expensive but he doesnt understand that
chateaustud: he lied to me
chateaustud: saying he didnt
chateaustud: i dint even argue with him
chateaustud: cuz he is my dad, so ive been complaining to my mom so that my anger doesnt hurt him to much cuz deeply in me i know that even if i dont like his attitudes and lack of consideration towards me
chateaustud: i know we have an eternal link of blood and a dad and son relationship
chateaustud: there is worst than this in life
Marco: hold on let me catch up
chateaustud: so i will only be careful not letting him do it again and take on myself cuz i still love him
hateaustud: alright
chateaustud: go ahead
Marco: ok now i can people are all over my office here chateaustud: u mean u cant then
chateaustud: thats ok
chateaustud: i understand
chateaustud: catch me lata
Marco: oh ok
Marco: i will print this for liz
Marco: thx alot
Marco: she will appreciate that i am sure
Marco: thx
Marco: and i am sorry about your brother
chateaustud: ur welcome my angel
chateaustud: no my dad
chateaustud: lol
chateaustud: dont worry
chateaustud: im ok
Marco: i am gad G
chateaustud: ii have other worries so i cannot stop on stuff like this, so thats y i feel ok about that, and Lorenzo is here so i need to enjoy his company and vice versa, and I MISS U
Marco: indeed u need to do that
Marco: show him a good time
chateaustud: well actually now he is sleeping,lol, but ive been driving him around all day, gave him a tour of my area and he appreciated a lot, im glad i was able to do that for him though i having difficulties in my university life, and he had let me stay at his place in San Diego which i will never forget, i always give back the best i can what ive been given... tell ur niece that one day when i go back to New Mexico which i will, ill go to ur place and we gonna meet again ( hope it helps her to feel better at least for a while and then she'll move on some other thoughts...)
Marco: yeah i hope so too thx alot
chateaustud: UW

Snoekie 9-27-04

you leave my mouth gaping open , not even sometimes.
because well:
A) You always take time to write, and express,
B) This site ...wow. man you terriffic
c) You just lively and ieven though i cant see you, feel you , touch you i can see you are a true person

Chango 9-24-04

I love and appreciate the motivational things you send daily man. Thank you

Camus 9-23-04

Hey Marco, how do I get to post a comment on your site? how do I get a password? Your story about Kyle brought tears to my eyes.......

UC 9-22-04

i wish we had more, I would love a relationship with you, I feel as though I am in love with you, I know we would have to meet but I am willing

Ken 9-22-04

I'm having a very relaxing and enoyable HUMP DAY. I thank you for the blessing you send me every day. I am thankful to chat with you every now and then. The future is what we need to concentrate on and take advantage of opportunities provided. Take care Marco

Eric 9-20-04

well I have throughlly enjoyed what I have read so far, and it gives great insight into who you are and what you stand for.

Jr 9-19-04

Marco, thanks so much for the thoughts....I will be in Albuquerque this coming wednesday thur friday on business....I wish you were going to be there at the same time...we could have dinner. I look forward to meeting you one of these days. YOU ARE a special spirit. I work in Workplace Environment- Org Development- it would be great if people could take charge of their life instead of letting things run it.... I believe as you that WE control ALL things that are given to us. Thanks again.....and have a good week! Let me know if you are going to be in Albuquerque- dinner is on me. Take Care,